I love your prints, Mary.








How could I forget, Chinese New Year is only next week, no this week.
And I thought I could have holidays.
Nothing is going quite smoothly the last of whole week.
there were assignments every-when and some time alone just makes you feel like
 you're back to where you've decided to forget, and start remembering everything again.
Why.
I mean, I really wish to forget, I really am prepared to forget after, say, all these wishful thinking; that things might turn back to how it was.
Sometimes you just happen to see some things that remind you of that deep secret you have in your heart, and it triggers everything about it.
Who would have thought someone came up with a story that you yourself could really relate so much to.
I felt that pain, again. And this time, even with more guilt.
I'm lost once more.


save me?

This is a week since my birthday ya.
You won't imagine how busy I am/we are the past whole week and the next few weeks.
Assignments are really like bullets shooting out from the machine gun lecturers.
I've never found painting so boring before and typography is really really really really a hell lot of work.
Nobody is happy about it.
& We're gonna make noise some day.
let's rebel! :D


okay, okay.
So just a little update and a thank you note for my lovely friends in TP who made my day on the 25th!
And I thought today was 31st of January.
 
So I will say I love you sluts too.

Vanessa and Icham thinks I'm deeply obsessed with Key.
But never mind, its not a bad thing. And most of the gifts come in a star shape, which, I LIKE.

And also thanks to Leehung's and Priscilla's Cake and Ros's Ring!


Sadly have to get back to work,


Recently, I've been having cravings for the MOS Chicken with salad set.
And do you know, their 85 cents bread is really good. It tastes of pizza dressing.
It's the best bread I've ever eaten seriously.
are you hungry?

I'm back from giddy world.
And nothing much to say about it.
Being sick is seriously such a chore.
Didn't manage to attend so many things, including my own birthday lunch.
and the reason why I was sick? Watching some KBS Music Festival while doing PCOMM stuff.
how great.

Shit la my hair now center-parting.


But anyway, thanks everyone for the birthday wishes.
Yanmin, Ihkwan, Eelyn, Chaoyong, Taufiq (vicky!), EstherLam, Song Jia He, Benny, Ruiyang, Haziq, Wayne, Posh, Syasya
Hisyam, Georgina, Cherrie, Elaine, Kevin, Jk, Desmond, Mabel, Priscilla, Kit Yee.
There are a few I don't even know who they are, but still thanks much, William Cai and Pei Aiyin. Lol, i typed by facebook name ah.
kay, moving on, Melvin, RenaPng, Eugene, Imaci, Aaron Yeo! Azhari! Amanda, Benjamin Wong, Huang Hao, Michelle, Alvin and Perlin.
Oh, and alvin mentioned me as a bimbo.

i mean, since when?
 





hello is stuck in my mind.



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Okay, i changed my views about birthday dinners.
My family's forte is not birthday dinner. basically, there's always a spoiler before the dinner.
and therefore the dinner becomes war.
Never expect much from someone who don't care less about family birthdays.

Fuck I'm never lending anyone the camera again.

Fuck for being so kind and sharing and cause my camera to suffer in the end.
Obviously you are the one who spoiled it and still claim it already was. Bullshit you bastard.
I find myself such a lousy person whenever I can't face you. I don't wish to yell at you because I still hold that little respect for you and I don't wish to waste my saliva on hopeless hopes from you.
You always win when it comes to making people angry and annoyed but guess what, you're just a loser in your heart.
You can't even handle your own stupid lovegames and end up making yourself look like a pathetic loser. And no, the world is not yours.
The world belongs to everyone and you're just to full of yourself to think that it belongs to only you.
The world you're speaking for is just your own imagination.
You think everyone is here to serve you?
You think you're the king, a good son, a good boyfriend?
Look into the mirror and please smash your airhead into it.
Wake up. You're completely useless in this family.
You know nothing about this house and contribute nothing at all. Nothing.
Fuck you.
and you still owe me a hundred dollars which you probably don't even think you do because I paid that stupid miscellaneous school fee for you.
Who knows you even let your dirty friends use my camera when I told you it was strictly for your own use only.
You never listen, you never do.
You don't even respect this family, don't even care, don't even bother to know.
Everything is just you you and more you.
by the way, you are already heartless and and fearless, don't need to fake a personal message to tell this so-called your world.
Damn you always.

39.8°C
FEVER.